always.

Monday, March 30, 2009

tell me hongkong is not a dream.

pls.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

默默在你的身后守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我努力让你感动

在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执着
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受

能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接

能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见

if i was able to sing this to you..
would our ending be different?

Monday, March 23, 2009

before my memories are gone..

last saturday, the gym gers met up and went to st.nicks chillout, to have our last ya1 tui3 session at the gym where we spent our 4 years of sec sch life.

we went there damn early so that we do not have to queue for the orange bowl stall (we cannot cut queue now because we have limited friends in the queue)
orange bowl has always been my no.1 fav in st.nicks, "uncle, 一块钱 bi3 tai2 mat4 干，不要豆芽, 多点肉和汤, 辣椒一点点"- shiok.

along with our all time fav orange bowl, we also drank ice milo and ice tea and ate the $0.80 ham & cheese toast with alot of cheese :)

we wanted to end off the meal with the wed-only fried wantons.. we queued for 30mins and when it's finally our turn, the aunty told us all the wantons are sold out for the day!!! so sad! we din get to eat them (kelly was very sad she almost cried)!

after dinner, we walked around school taking photos and talked about our old sch days.. oh man. seriously, those were the days :)

the basin at the canteen

our classrooms- bells ring at 1.40pm

the stone chairs at sec rooftop garden

chit-chatting at the old specs stand

at the family lounge- where we used to have a big purple cake

pri school reading corner

at our gym- with the familiar smell of the carpetthis was the place where we shared so much.. so much tears, pain, fears and laughters. we still talk alot about all our china coaches (from teng lao shi to fan lao shi to huang lao shi) and all our training days. indeed, everyone went through alot of physical and mental hardship during the 4 years but u know what, whenever the gym gers sit down to talk about the old days, i can only see the smiles on their faces..

and now.. they're going to demolish this part of the school..

i'm going to miss the mats, the handstand bars, the ti1 tui3 mirrors, the tramp, the tiao4 ma3, the uneven bars, the beam, my hoops, clubs, balls and ropes & the china accent of our coaches.

BUT i won't feel sad and cry over the past, because i know i still have my gym friends with me..

10 years down the road, we might not even be able to touch our toes when we stretch, might not even bend 90 degree forward & backwards or even do a fake split..

but i know everyone will still come tgt, sit down and talk about the good old days.. with the familiar smile we had back in 1999- 2002.

sngym- graceful yet mighty

Monday, March 16, 2009

neighbourhood dentist is still the best.

i hate NDC.
seriously.. they suck.
i went there twice and both my experience were bad.
the 1st one made me cried and e 2nd one made me pissed- so pissed that i had to tell the dentist off.

i'm not being difficult or what. u shld know my customer-service trait is high. so i normally won't make things difficult for pple.
but the dentist and the nurses who attended to me were really quite... i can't find the words.

i respect them for their profession.. i know they've studied really hard, spent really alot of money on their educational life and took a long way to where they are today.
but it's time they know how to respect their patients- to treat them as humans, and not objects.

i was there today. to finish up my root canal.
initially i was quite afraid (coz e first experience was too traumatizing)... i was as meek as a dove.
but as time passes, my blood starts to boil.

firstly, the dentist was so rough.
when she needs me to turn left, she'll say "turn left!" and push my face towards that direction.
"tilt up!" and she'll just push my chin upwards.
when she operates on my tooth, she was using so much force and whatever and it hurts so much dat i HAD TO tell her not to be so rough.

secondly, u know the tube to suck out our saliva?
alot of times the nurse went to put the tube so near my oesophagus that it made me nearly vomitted.
in the end i had no choice but to initiate and take the tube from her and control myself while the dentist work on my tooth.

lastly, after opening my mouth for 2 hours, i was getting tired. but the dentist keep asking me to open my mouth bigger so that she can work on my tooth.
okay fine i understand, so in order to make things easier, i had to use my cheek muscles to make my mouth open bigger.. and u know what the dentist did?! she pinched my cheek and ask me to loosen up!
i know, quite funny.. but my chubby cheek hurts!

when everything ended, my face machiam like being slapped a few times.. it was PAIN. not from the surgery, but from the treatment received from them.

so here's a piece of advice for the dentist and the nurses:
i know u guys are friendly and is tryin to help and i really appreciate your effort for making my toothache go away.. but maybe u can learn to respect and treat the patients with a human touch. we paid alot you know.

when i pluck out my wisdom tooth at the bedok neighbourhood dentist, the dentist was soo nice! (pls refer to my previous post). my experience there was so much better then the NDC experience!!
the bedok dentist was so nice and friendly and will pre-empt you what he's going to do so that you won't feel scared or wad.. but NDC is like they dun even tell you what they plan to do.. all you see is the dentist holding on to the screwdrivers, pilers, injections and hooks and move towards your mouth. haix.

moral of the story: i highly recommend the bedok dentist. ask me for his contacts if you need!

Friday, March 6, 2009

i was an unhappy ger for the past few months..

i couldn't eat well
i couldn't smile well
i couldn't speak well
i couldn't sleep well

my toothace was more den i can take.. everynight i have to take pills to bed and u know i hate to drink water before i sleep! coz i believe in water rentention.. so can you imagine the hardship that i've been going thru for the past few months..

but now.. unhappy ger no more!
hahaha.. love the dentist that i visited today.
i gave him the permission to pluck out whatever he can and to do whatever he want to my mouth (ok sounds wrong but u know what i mean)

well, moral of the story:

take good care of ur teeth.. floss more often and visit the dentist like you visit the gym.


i have a dream. Zhiqi kelly puaysan limei layz May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009	Monday, March 30, 2009 tell me hongkong is not a dream. pls. 10:27 PM · Wednesday, March 25, 2009 默默在你的身后守侯的我多想看你不经意的笑容或许我的心你不懂我努力让你感动在你眼中有多么笨拙的我决不放弃追逐你的执着只要你能再多些回应我一个笑或点头全接受能不能再靠近一点点大声说出你所有感觉别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界温暖太阳为你迎接能不能再勇敢一点点就算让我知道我永远只是单恋我也会藏着感谢笑着和你说再见 if i was able to sing this to you.. would our ending be different? 11:48 PM · Monday, March 23, 2009 before my memories are gone.. last saturday, the gym gers met up and went to st.nicks chillout, to have our last ya1 tui3 session at the gym where we spent our 4 years of sec sch life. we went there damn early so that we do not have to queue for the orange bowl stall (we cannot cut queue now because we have limited friends in the queue) orange bowl has always been my no.1 fav in st.nicks, "uncle, 一块钱 bi3 tai2 mat4 干，不要豆芽, 多点肉和汤, 辣椒一点点"- shiok.along with our all time fav orange bowl, we also drank ice milo and ice tea and ate the $0.80 ham & cheese toast with alot of cheese :) we wanted to end off the meal with the wed-only fried wantons.. we queued for 30mins and when it's finally our turn, the aunty told us all the wantons are sold out for the day!!! so sad! we din get to eat them (kelly was very sad she almost cried)! after dinner, we walked around school taking photos and talked about our old sch days.. oh man. seriously, those were the days :) the basin at the canteen our classrooms- bells ring at 1.40pmthe stone chairs at sec rooftop garden chit-chatting at the old specs stand at the family lounge- where we used to have a big purple cake pri school reading corner at our gym- with the familiar smell of the carpetthis was the place where we shared so much.. so much tears, pain, fears and laughters. we still talk alot about all our china coaches (from teng lao shi to fan lao shi to huang lao shi) and all our training days. indeed, everyone went through alot of physical and mental hardship during the 4 years but u know what, whenever the gym gers sit down to talk about the old days, i can only see the smiles on their faces.. and now.. they're going to demolish this part of the school.. i'm going to miss the mats, the handstand bars, the ti1 tui3 mirrors, the tramp, the tiao4 ma3, the uneven bars, the beam, my hoops, clubs, balls and ropes & the china accent of our coaches. BUT i won't feel sad and cry over the past, because i know i still have my gym friends with me.. 10 years down the road, we might not even be able to touch our toes when we stretch, might not even bend 90 degree forward & backwards or even do a fake split.. but i know everyone will still come tgt, sit down and talk about the good old days.. with the familiar smile we had back in 1999- 2002. sngym- graceful yet mighty 10:08 PM · Monday, March 16, 2009 neighbourhood dentist is still the best. i hate NDC. seriously.. they suck. i went there twice and both my experience were bad. the 1st one made me cried and e 2nd one made me pissed- so pissed that i had to tell the dentist off. i'm not being difficult or what. u shld know my customer-service trait is high. so i normally won't make things difficult for pple. but the dentist and the nurses who attended to me were really quite... i can't find the words. i respect them for their profession.. i know they've studied really hard, spent really alot of money on their educational life and took a long way to where they are today. but it's time they know how to respect their patients- to treat them as humans, and not objects. i was there today. to finish up my root canal. initially i was quite afraid (coz e first experience was too traumatizing)... i was as meek as a dove. but as time passes, my blood starts to boil. firstly, the dentist was so rough. when she needs me to turn left, she'll say "turn left!" and push my face towards that direction. "tilt up!" and she'll just push my chin upwards. when she operates on my tooth, she was using so much force and whatever and it hurts so much dat i HAD TO tell her not to be so rough. secondly, u know the tube to suck out our saliva? alot of times the nurse went to put the tube so near my oesophagus that it made me nearly vomitted. in the end i had no choice but to initiate and take the tube from her and control myself while the dentist work on my tooth. lastly, after opening my mouth for 2 hours, i was getting tired. but the dentist keep asking me to open my mouth bigger so that she can work on my tooth. okay fine i understand, so in order to make things easier, i had to use my cheek muscles to make my mouth open bigger.. and u know what the dentist did?! she pinched my cheek and ask me to loosen up! i know, quite funny.. but my chubby cheek hurts! when everything ended, my face machiam like being slapped a few times.. it was PAIN. not from the surgery, but from the treatment received from them. so here's a piece of advice for the dentist and the nurses: i know u guys are friendly and is tryin to help and i really appreciate your effort for making my toothache go away.. but maybe u can learn to respect and treat the patients with a human touch. we paid alot you know. when i pluck out my wisdom tooth at the bedok neighbourhood dentist, the dentist was soo nice! (pls refer to my previous post). my experience there was so much better then the NDC experience!! the bedok dentist was so nice and friendly and will pre-empt you what he's going to do so that you won't feel scared or wad.. but NDC is like they dun even tell you what they plan to do.. all you see is the dentist holding on to the screwdrivers, pilers, injections and hooks and move towards your mouth. haix. moral of the story: i highly recommend the bedok dentist. ask me for his contacts if you need! 11:46 PM · Friday, March 6, 2009 i was an unhappy ger for the past few months.. i couldn't eat well i couldn't smile well i couldn't speak well i couldn't sleep well my toothace was more den i can take.. everynight i have to take pills to bed and u know i hate to drink water before i sleep! coz i believe in water rentention.. so can you imagine the hardship that i've been going thru for the past few months.. but now.. unhappy ger no more! hahaha.. love the dentist that i visited today. i gave him the permission to pluck out whatever he can and to do whatever he want to my mouth (ok sounds wrong but u know what i mean) well, moral of the story: take good care of ur teeth.. floss more often and visit the dentist like you visit the gym. 10:44 PM ·