Sunday, April 5, 2009
you're right.
i should stop acting strong. stop acting as if nothing in this world will bring me down.
just face it right? but seriously, i can't.
it wasn't a pleasant exit, you know.
i was left confused and hurt. lost and angry.
i've never go into details on what happened because no one really sat down and asked me and over the years, i just cant bring it up anymore because to all of you, it's all in the past.
and what for bring up the past?
i can't face it like how you and her did. i'm not that brave.. i can't even imagine myself asking what happened?
you're right. i like to hu si luan xiang and make myself drown in my own misery.
you know me quite well, i guess that's why we're always quarrelling..
you will always be there for me but all i can tell you now is, i am a coward who has been running away from it all these years and, i shall remain as one.
i'm not ready to face it.
but if i ever stepped out of this, you'll be the first person i turn to... okay? :)
i should stop acting strong. stop acting as if nothing in this world will bring me down.
just face it right? but seriously, i can't.
it wasn't a pleasant exit, you know.
i was left confused and hurt. lost and angry.
i've never go into details on what happened because no one really sat down and asked me and over the years, i just cant bring it up anymore because to all of you, it's all in the past.
and what for bring up the past?
i can't face it like how you and her did. i'm not that brave.. i can't even imagine myself asking what happened?
you're right. i like to hu si luan xiang and make myself drown in my own misery.
you know me quite well, i guess that's why we're always quarrelling..
you will always be there for me but all i can tell you now is, i am a coward who has been running away from it all these years and, i shall remain as one.
i'm not ready to face it.
but if i ever stepped out of this, you'll be the first person i turn to... okay? :)